Kazatasupa (kazatasupa) wrote,

The most fun I have had lately is driving around, top off the jeep, red knit hat on my head, singing counting crows' songs at the top of my lungs.

I should do something more productive, but the only thing I can do to lift my spirits is sing along, or drink coffee...

And, although - at this very moment - I feel rather indifferent to the outside world, I know I'm really depressed... I haven't felt this way in years. In fact, I had fooled myself into thinking I had grown out of that person who would feel like this.

Its been eight years, or so... Since I packed my things, said goodbye to everyone, then left for a career in the Marines (who promptly kicked me out for faulty skin).

That's the last time I felt like a fuck-up. That's the last time I was so in tuned, and tuned out. That's the last time I was this sad. That's the last time I had so many questions...
Tags: depression
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