I have energy again... I'm making plans and am hopeful. It's been a long while since I have felt like this. It's been at least two years, maybe three, since I felt like I had control in my life and now I do.
Fuck social expectations. I won't do what others want me to do. I'm in this life for me... I'm not being selfish, anyone can join me if they wish, and I'll give myself to those who ask.
I'm tired of people who let things happen to them... and who blame "the system." I'm accountable for my own actions and responsible for what happens to me. I will not blame others. No excuses.
I'll do it my way, thanks.