in the end, i just didn't have enough money. not enough people were going to cover the motel cost, and my split would have been too much. i spent too much money getting my jeep registered, had to borrow $85 from jason to see me through till next payday... and, that wasn't going to stretch through a trip to colorado.
i'm sorry meg. you're one of my favorite people, i simply adore you and wish i could be there... but it's too far and too much money for me right now.